There’s something better out there…somewhere. And every time I feel like it’s within my reach, I slip on something and fall short…again. Man, this cycle gets too tired too quickly. I need some rest. And I hear God’s voice beckoning me to come to him. But, he’s the instigator behind all this stuff. Not my sin, of course. But certainly my wilderness. But, I will keep going, trying to not allow my mistakes perpetuate this long, dry season. This season is cold and dry. But, the Son is shining in my direction. And I sense some warmth up ahead. So here I go again…
SRay

November 15th, 2005 at 10:07 pm
yo, man hows it going it has really been a ling while since i have seen or talked to you. well i found that letter you wrote me that night before you left and agian i want to thank you for those words. seconds i want you to pray for me. the Lord has really been pressing something on my heart for the past few months and i really need your prayers about it. i would appreciate it alot. ne ways i will talk to you later and i am really looking at coming down to arkadelphia next year, so hopefully all that will work out well.
November 15th, 2005 at 10:50 pm
me and you both sister…..im below dick…how neat
November 16th, 2005 at 4:12 pm
hey man thanks for your advice, yeah my girl, well she is only a junior this year so she will have one more year of school which sucks, but ne ways thank you. God bless
November 16th, 2005 at 8:09 pm
Well just do what i do when I feel that way. Read the Bible, Especially Ecclesiastes and Song of Solomon and Revolations
November 17th, 2005 at 2:04 pm
Hey Bro Ray….Sometimes God gives us a cold dry season…so HE can do some plantnig in our hearts…what better time to get the instruments of harvest ready than in the winter time…many times in my life I assumed that I was all I needed to get the job done…I mean…who would ever think that the Lord wanted some time to “get me ready….to…spend quality time with me”…The Master of the Harvest looks down upon his creation and observes the fields….he sees those who serve…he sees those who don’t…he sees it all….I say all this to say….Our Savior is not on the throne wringing his hands and biting his nails saying, “I hope everything turns out OK”….He is very much in control….He even said once that Jezebels repentance was in his control….Listen to the still small voice during this cold and dry season…The Summer comes soon..and the Joy of the Harvest produced from your service and the Harvest he completes in your heart will vanish any rememberence of those times when we are “dry and cold”…Keep the Faith…Thank you so much for encouraging the Preacher Boys….Surly God is raising up a few that will stand in defence of the Truth….One more revival Lord…Reach this generation…then…Come Quickly!
November 17th, 2005 at 4:05 pm
Well… I think it has, or is in the process. It sux!
November 18th, 2005 at 4:44 pm
Hey, I heard a guy preach about suffering last night and it was really good. You two should talk, I think you’d like him. Keep your head up and remember it’s all for His glory.
November 20th, 2005 at 11:15 am
Salut mon ami. Je te manque aussi.
Désolé à entendre que tu est dans une période qui n’est pas trés amusante maintenant, mais te souvien toujours que tu partage la même chose avec Moses. Sauf que il était dans le desert (c’est correct?) pour quarante anées. Tu peux le faire, Stephen. Tu as Dieu à t’aider.
Je t’aime, et je m’attends à te voir bientôt.
A+
November 20th, 2005 at 2:10 pm
that post above mine is neat…..cant spell very well…lol…jk i know its a different language….im bilingual….jk…no but really i am
November 20th, 2005 at 2:10 pm
jk again..im not