Well, it’s been a while since I’ve last posted. Since most of the posts that I do here have something to do with a religious matter, that would make sense, considering that God and I haven’t really spoken in a couple of months - until today. And it was good. Really good. Whether God reaches me through some powerful experience or through something as lengthy and unimpressive as some quiet time, I still arrive at the same conclusion at the end: I cannot find satisfaction apart from God. Some can, I think. Or at least some fake it well. But, I can’t. And even though I am sure that I will probably at some point attempt to continue finding satisfaction in this world (that ol’ sinful nature), I know that I will always return home. And now, during this dark place - during this wilderness, God has brought me back where I last dropped him off. And we have begun again. And I, with more wrinkles and scars, will learn to pursue God more fully. No matter what. No matter what.
SRay
